You know the drop of doom ride that’s at nearly every amusement park? The one that brings you all the way up before dropping you down suddenly.
You know the feeling you get in your stomach as you fall from so high up? It’s like your stomach got stuck up in your throat as you took the plunge.
That’s how he makes me feel.
Nervous. Excited. Scared. Happy.
Like I couldn’t breathe even if I tried.
Even from so far away, that’s how he makes me feel.
Sending him long rambling messages about how I’m lonely when he’s busy doing other things.
I’m so bored.
Who in Calgary wants to give me a job so I can save up for future trips to see my boyfriend?
No one? Cool.
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Anonymous asked: It's getting so incredibly hard for me to deal with the distance. All I want is for him to be here with me but we've yet to talk about it and I feel as if I'm gradually losing hope that we'll ever meet. I'm on the verge of breaking up with him b/c this relationship is making me more miserable than happy, but I know deep down I don't know what I'd do w/o him. I'm just... stuck. I love him so much, but I'm so very tired of it all, too. Sorry for ranting, I just have no one else to tell this to. :c Is there any reason as to why you haven’t talked about meeting? I’m sorry to have to be this person, but if he has no desire to meet, or no drive to meet, then I don’t see the point of being together. I know I wouldn’t continue my relationship if there was no chance of us actually meeting and being together. If you’re not happy then you might have to reevaluate your relationship and try to figure things out for yourself. You shouldn’t sacrifice your own happiness for the sake of a relationship. Just remember though, you made it without him before you met him, so you could do it again. Distance sucks, but it should ultimately end with you two being together, if not, then there’s really no point. If you want to talk more you can always send me a message off anon and I’ll reply privately. |
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whiskeyxmouth asked: how do you deal with the distance? When I’m able to talk to him that usually helps, but if I’m not able to have contact with him, I keep my mind off of it. I have to remind myself that eventually the distance will stop being there, and in the end it will be worth it. Some days it gets to be too much so I listen to nothing but sad music and allow myself to be sad, but otherwise I get out, I focus on school and don’t let myself think about it. It’s different when I can talk to him though, because we help each other with how much it sucks. (This was a surprisingly difficult question to answer for some reason.) |
He’s playing video games, or watching a tv show or something of that sort, and I’m working on Chemistry homework.
Soo, who wants to ask me questions? I miss getting questions. It can honestly be about anything, I’m fairly open about everything.
I need a fucking job.
I missed the goddamn window to apply for the stampede.
Ugh. I need money.
He always somehow knows when I’m starting to get nervous or paranoid and then acts like the sweetest person in the world.
He’s adorable.
